It been long ya? Haha.. It's coming to the end of the year le.. very sad that the whole class is going to dis patch to various different denomination le. Sad case! Everytime when it comes to a new year or when you are going to leave an institute, the sadness always overcome me. Ya.. i agree although there will definatly be new friends, but still.. tha fact that we will not probably meet still hunt me. Kinda low mood and sad now.. Even before primary sch days i already experiece this pain, it was when one of my best buddy lives me for canada. You see, when people starts to strike it rich, they will want to upgrade to something of a better advantage to them. Being at the age of 9, I didn’t actually have much of that pain yet, most probably I didn’t actually realize that this is the calling of a eternal end. Imagine that small brain at the time, if it was you do you still think you will feel such pain? More to like suck one ice cream and forget everything. Naïve right? It’s only when I finish P6 and only to realize that I have to go. Leaving to somewhere better, somewhere which my mind could open up more to. It took me around three years to actually find that source of pain where I was over run with emotion during a show. It illustrate these 3 kids who were best of pal until when they grew up. Things start going down-slope. Guess too much of those shows really make me thing too much than. But never blame others. Well, this pain continue until sec 1 when I met new peoples and my little eyes were open to new opportunity where I could make new friends. What pains me more wasn’t the year where I’ve been promoted year after year. But the pain that I going to leave my first sec school because I simply didn’t know how to treasure it. Than I move on to sec 2 in PHS. Time than wasn’t bad and I had new friends during my 6 months stay. Than again, a letter from MOE brings back the pain. The agony to say good bye again. It’s not that I couldn’t contact them, but is the joy that is beyond words. You know? Than happy times… the sad times… stupid things we do… interesting yet boring stuffs. Now, this point of time. the same problem occurs again… I really feel very devastated now… guess I really need to be alone for quite a period of time man. Can anyone tell me how? It’s the feeling that clinch on to you when you say “never mind, forget it.” And the feeling that goes away when you met your old friends again. It’s like all you do was “hi!” “bye”.

Devastated…

wow.. now in mac la.. playing games. whahaha.. firsat of all.. kinda sad because my 2 games account kana a spell called "fury of God", that was like killing my acc instanly like that lo.. so sad. haiz.. spend alot of time playing lei. Guess God doesn't want me to play too much either la.. =P

well... let u guys in for somehting. Actually sitting beside me now got this couple la. than got this photographer letting them see a photo album which was very nicely done up. The fron cover was leather, finsh with a same pic of the married couple infron of it on the center in black and whie effect and a writing of "a history made". Very sweet u know. Than the inside was all the pic of the actual day form the groom to the bride house to the wedding night la.. darn power lo. Than also very nice because alot of pic in it.. around 200++? '.'?!! well.. the album was just a sample of the best work of the photographer lo. The album was black, and the inside was very nicely done up and also shoes alot of "memories" like that. The front have the pic of the groom and bride when they are small. Very sweet looking.. follow by some pic of when teh yare "pato-ing" follow by the wedding thingy lo. Sweet right? Upon that i feel like getting married sia.. whahaha.. **horns stick out** darn good la~!!! than somemore heard from the conversation was like the aldum cost $600++ lo.. and the photographer was like claiming that was the cheapest liao le. besides, thean found out that actually doign in wedding business very hidious one lo.. why lei.. have to be there like 7 am in the morning for the make-up.. than follow them one whole day just to take pic for them and than finally on the night of the wedding still have to follow know? 11pm like that than onli earn a few hundreds bucks onli.. sad case. But once in a life-time for the couple.. also worth it la.. whahahaha.... **dreaming**

well... still have a long way to go also. Anyway, i also have this enthu that i was talkign about for maths. Don't know why suddenly have the passion for maths liao.. **backache** actually i was like F9 for maths all the way one la... then also often time will like slp in class, than also like dun listen much lo.. serve me right for getting the F9 grades la.. but still... 2 tiems "O"s liao still fail, than just one fine noon when other were getting their "O"s result, i suddenly from no where i have the passion for maths liao man!!! i think it's really from God himself. This feeling was like very sure and secure. The feelign was not like 3 min thinkgy sort like that, it's like this time i means busniess kinda. And was really the first time to feel sorry for my future and decided to really sit down and study my least liking subject. Praise God man.!!! Than now just finish 50 question on aramathic, bugged alot of people.. than found out i really lose out alot for maths le. I really dun wanna sorry myself anymore.. i wanna break thorough man!!!! atleast a B3 man!! ^^.
alright folks, end here le la.. going liao~!!! stay tune folks!!! God bless!!!

Song bo~!! Well.. today got to install battle field into my com. Now was like sian 1/2 la.. was like jumping around than found out cannot LAN, cannot load map without CD. Sian la.. **Sad** hmm.. this year i gonna set my mind right and take up all enthu to study for my maths. I wanna get atleast a B3!!!!! =(

Well.. later got tuition, teachin maths. Whahaha.. a failure teaching other ppl maths. lolz.. primary sch maths.. brush on my technic also.. not bad man~!! hahaz... well~!! glad to know that alot more ppl have pass with flying colors!! Praise God!! whooO~!!!

"Strive hard HARD HARD!!!!!"