It’s being like donkey years since I last updated my blog. Well, alot of things had actually happen. One of my churchmate went over sea for studies, than joined campus crusade, than all the stuff that is both happy and sad. Firstly is that did something very horrible to someone, and that I was really repenting. Seriously! I also dunno what got over of me. Well, I guess it really takes time to heal back ba. Had a great time both in church and going out during the holidays and it was like basically total rotting in the months of feb and march. Not long after than school reopens and was generally got to know new classmate around than. Luckily have eling and Sheryl in the same class. Sort of manage to through eling know some teammate of the day. Cool people! Average out still ok in RP life now and now busying with the CCC ministry in RP. The main objective now is to really motivate myself for the “purpose driven life” thing with God, than quiet time and also the welcome tea for the freshly recruited peeps in the CCC ministry. Gonna go for disciple group later and Charlton was leading for the day ^^. Will have to say that God had really been very faithful and really open up a lot of alternative for me. But is that my sinful nature and human desire kept me in the dark. Well.. for today. I feel that today I made a mess out of everything man. So sad. Well, I was thinking that the thing will going to be easy by just setting some of the points in place and the rest will be easy. I messed up the definition first, than the relationship part, than the arrangement part and I totally neglect the “attributes” part for some of the entities. Until the very last of the 3^rd meeting, than I realize that all the facts I had in my mind was just merely what I call “child play”. I actually have the wrong concept all the while and did not understand a lot of fact. Thanks to students and even fact’s bombing, I could get the hang of it and understand from mistake. A grieve mistake indeed.