Who is that loser in that mirror, whom drooping eyes downcast with so much sorrow and hate? Turning my heads… water from the shower pours down on me leaving me with trail of unhappiness. Why does it hurts that much… even when the water beat on me… rounding its way down my body and into the drain, simply draining every happiness and strength to carry on… What is it that rolls down now? Is it tears or water…

As I sit in one corner of my room, darkness engulfs me and seems to find its way into my frail heart; into my soul, filling up every space that once filled with memories. Losing myself into the prowling night light, I stripped myself of everything I have within me… all I could find were pieces of me seemly mocking at me with the word “uselessness”. Ever the air from the air conditioner that once felt right seems to bring winter into my space… a confined one.
Beaten by the friction causes by my life, I laid aside gazing into the night sky. Once a sky so bright and nice now seems so dull and fright.

What is it in my life, which seems not so right…?
That covers with so much regrets and so much fright.
Something back there seems like pulling me inside… hands stretch out so far and wide. Finding no reason to stand up right, I fall into these hands that seem so nice… hands that come from my sorrows and my prides.
What can I do to find go back right? All I see now is pitch dark causing fright… an endless pit of shame and envy-ness.

Now my road doesn’t seem so bright anymore, just let me sit down and laid aside… tortured by all my shame and pride. Just let me burn with them to keep myself alive. How can I escape from my life? A circle of endless debris of my weakness in light… Hoping that I will fall tired and rest all night… keeping myself sleeping… lasting all life.

- Simon, prickled by thorns in his life...

> >>>>GEMINI MAN

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start > >>>>talking,


he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic. He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call "Hyperactive". He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble on paper, he never stay still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spent a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure > >>>>clean. > >>>>He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will > >>>>love > >>>>him. > >>>> > >>>>He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even > >>>>shirts > >>>>he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make > >>>>sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. > >>>>He > >>>>get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne. He is very picky, > >>>>so > >>>>soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent. > >>>> > >>>>If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you > >>>>will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it > >>>>is > >>>>a duty, or is it because he wants to? > >>>> > >>>>He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can > >>>>pick up > >>>>a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you > >>>>see > >>>>a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by > >>>>other > >>>>Zodiac. > >>>> > >>>>He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He > >>>>could > >>>>hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important > >>>>and > >>>>necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he > >>>>always > >>>>find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what > >>>>he > >>>>wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. > >>>>He > >>>>can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a > >>>>real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller. > >>>> > >>>>He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never > >>>>satisfy > >>>>about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved > >>>>more. > >>>>He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate > >>>>satisfaction. > >>>> > >>>>Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall > >>>>in > >>>>love with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will come to see you when > >>>>he > >>>>feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so > >>>>adjust > >>>>yourself if you love him. > >>>> > >>>>Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he > >>>>loves > >>>>you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, > >>>>he > >>>>could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to > >>>>tell > >>>>you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he > >>>>won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will > >>>>take you out again and forget what just happened. > >>>> > >>>>You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His > >>>>changes > >>>>will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk > >>>>and > >>>>dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his > >>>>emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he > >>>>crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and > >>>>patient. > >>>> > >>>>He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will > >>>>spent > >>>>times solving this puzzle. > >>>>



Anyway.. lazy to edit already.. read as it is la.. haha

The Rose - Westlife

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonelyAnd the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.