A well deserved rest I must say yesterday after the tons of tedious exercise and workload crashing on me. It was like a whole tsunami of paperwork for clearance, admin for the people involve in it and blah blah blah blah...

Was actually watching some videos online on youtube when sister-in-law came to report on me about my closet. You see.. my closet was left as it's state for as far as I could ever remember.. 20 years?
The common clothing was stacking so high and it was like covering stacking about half the height of my closet. Really! It was really shocking to see how much clothing was accumulated along sec school to poly years. Really scary!
The "nicer" clothes were hung and it was almost like the sight the trees @ Chong Pang around 7pm every day... if you know what I'm saying.

So! I came, I conquer... and I clean the hell out of it! and...


WAH-LA!
Spanky! Niffy! Just the way it should be. But I do have trouble getting use to how the things are now place in a new position. MAN! and the output?



Hideous! Thats like 3 plastic full of clothing! And of course some un-necessary pieces of trash like... brochures I've picked up along the way.. atm account transcripts, receipts (we do have the habit of keep'em ya?) and... old notes. Really had quite some hard time decided to decide to put them in "useful!" or "Useless!". Most of the time was "many I need them".. just maybe. And thats what cause the redundant cycle everytime I try to figure out where I always have such messy room.



I think I've contributed by like removing 10KG worth of load on the building's stress threshold. But at the end of the day.. it will always be...


Cause clean environment makes on happier!

Ps. All "O" lvlers best wishes!

Praise Land outing to Singapore Botanic Garden, Jacob Ballas

Sunday's outing with the Children Ministry had gotten me to really wanting to jumpship. (BYEEEE~! Youth!)

We went to a place where there's a whole lots of greenery's! YAY! A great escape from any city lives and be embrace by the sun, flowers, grass and... mosquitoes? Hardly any of em while there anyway, speaking of that, must had own it to the massive sprays of insect repellent while onboard the bus there.

We went to the Botanical Gardens, a small cosy area namely... Jacob Ballas or something? (Hope I'm correct) And that place is marvellous! And I felt so much like a giant there since everything there were so puny small! Even the tress were short.
Was with my P6's students and the Sun was getting all blazing hot and I thought I just pull off one question to them.

"Anyone knows where it's called children Garden?" I asked.
**Scratch heads** "No ideas"
"Because everything was short! Even the tress!"
And I thought they caught it given with their intel. But anyway..

Yeap! Them!

Not pretty that much into the things we do, and I thought that they're kinda sandwiched in between kids and youth. Oh man... Even I have to sit through this one.. However I'm glad they like the outing anyway :)

NEXT!
We move on to a grass-patch shortly after we arrived the garden and begin our game! It was a whole lot of fun and nolstagical because of all the old-school games we played. Like.. Scissors-paper-stone, hunters-squirrels-earth quake and we enacted a whole of Ebay system with scissors-paper-stone.. and a new twist..

AUCTIONS for players!
Didn't really get what luriza was trying to do while playing hunters-squirrels and earth quake.

In the midst, thought I caught someone doing something funny.

Haha! I made him do that though since he was splurging the water anyway. Ewww....

Moving along to back to the amphitheater was filled with fun and of course.. agony. Something about me was that the kids (My P6es and many young ones) just loves to call me names that revolves with... "Ah pek simon", "Ah pek", "simon says".. I lose track.

Lots of bombarding questions from them and it really allows me to see the bigger picture of why Aunt Linda kept telling me they needed a bigger brother.
a better target to vent on. (Just kidding)

Back to the shades we had Mac Chicken and Minute Maid Orange and ALOT ALOT of snacks. These kids did came prepared.
While there Joanne was sharing the many cute and wonderful shots of the younglings (shes really good with everything. ) and one particular girl caught my eyes. (Was quite sad because she wasn't with us while playing on the patch).


ERICA!!!!

Call me pedo I don't care! She's just so so so so pretty and cute. Her smile thoroughly melts my heart and she looks mature while on Joanne's camera.
So much so... The saga goes on all the way even after I reach church and soon enough I found another love...


BEATRICE!!!!

My princess No.2!! Wait.. yet to rank Beatrice and Erica but they were really beautiful kids I've seen. And that brings the count to 5 with the many other "babe" I've discovered in the course of my service in PraiseLand. :)

Owww... How I wish I'm their age again!!!!
So I could..


:)
Ps. Aiya.. I'm not that pedo la. Serious!

Hey! It's been very long since I last updated this page regarding the many things of my life. Guess the hectic week on F1 had not given up on me as I continue to face alot more other stuff from planning to normal routine on job.
(sidenote: So much I wanted to write what was on my mind, somehow the ideas just sip through and goes missing.)
Well... today is my second day on MC and I thought I'm feeling much better right now. (Thanks to the people whom are quite concerned.. Should there be any) The conclusion from doc was that I've suffered food poisoning leading to gastric juice discharge. (or the other way round)
Had quite some bad feeling on Sunday itself after dinner when my stomach was churning very badly and was bloating quite badly. There wasn't any diarrhea but there was this constant spell leading to vomiting. Atleast it was not that much of a wost-case scenario after all.

But having these 2 days resting at home, somehow alot of things did went though my mind and I started having really quiet moment to re-evaluate where I'm standing and where I was heading to. Very much a time I find myself taking that extra mile for no reason, having to say I'm taking a redundant path that eventually leads to the original path.
Very much of the time I also hang on to things that wasn't suppose to mean. Like for example, I worry too much thinking that my friends are not valuing me anymore where the fact lies in my hectic workload in NS added to my un-usual book-ing out timing. Really shouldn't had mmade such a fuss on it.
Alot of time mental load was stressed out and the threshold's max out. Alot of it really comes from useless issues chosen and added into.
A sentence hits me on that Sunday night when a pack of us were heading to a nearby food centre, I had to bid goodbye when that person replied.

"Sorry. Guess I couldn't go on with the plan we made earlier." I said.
"why"
"not feeling so good."
"emotionally?"

What had lead to that question?
To be frank, I dabbled with that issue for quite sometime and still yet couldn't get an answer out of it. Though quite some times the answer was really "It's fine!", yet there were moments it became otherwise.
the fact is I don't know how to handle the truth anymore. There was times I wish there was some sort of safety net to stay afloat when it really was a truth hard to handle, were also times if it would be better just letting go and plunge. Least wouldn't it be better to crush and burn then to just endure it like a smoldering butt that goes a long way?