And here it is.. Can you believe it? My computer crash on me on more then 10 over occasions in one single day. How lucky I am!
And it did cause so much emotion... So much for the sporadic mooting feeling. Howsoever! Looking on the bright side and that is the com is well alive, fit; not that much of a fiddle, running; consecutively how long? and it's definitely no crashing for the night. Which adds on to a plus point anyway.

Firstly a quote from today's daily bread reads : "But size is nothing; substance is everything. Whether you’re pastoring a small church or leading a small Bible study or Sunday school class, serve them with all your heart. Pray, love, teach by word and example. Your little place is not a steppingstone to greatness. It is greatness. — David H. Roper"

It's for you
:: Ps Dani + el & Japheth (if that call for the fact that you guys do read some way or another)
you too!

:: Justus, and I could quote one famous line by the great O'Nathanael "Could anything good come out of Galilee?". By the courtesy of John 1:46, if ya digg'n. Which! Apparently! I like to change it to "Could anything good come out of Justus's mind?"
(you know I'm kidd'n)

:: Anand. Knock! Knock! Where in the World are you? Or should I say: " You mean. You're in this World!?" Pulling ya leg anyway.

Ok. Seemingly pointless doing this and rushing out just some randomness. Spare me for the suspend ya? Think alot is going through my mind and I like to pen down A.K.A type down my thought in some in-formative way.
Actually started out reading and re-reading on some books namely

Reading/ Read:
- Blood Brothers, Nora Roberts (The Seven Trilogy)
- The Hollow, Nora Roberts (The Seven Trilogy)
- For One More day, Mitch Albom
- Jesus Among Other Gods, Ravi Zacharias

Re-reading:
- Wild At Heart by John Eldredge
- Finding A Lasting Love, Dick Purnell
and some titles from folks like.. Rick Warren, Elizabeth Elliot (it's a recommendation though), Neil T. Anderson...

Ok. However on the lighter-side, Justus linked me to this very VERY interesting video.



Hope you guys make out what it was, nothing seriously anyhow :)
Right! My fair share of sharing. Lots to do later on for tomorrow's service. Right :)

Think I might had broken a few bundles of nerves, pulled a couple of tendons and lured like whole truck load of fatigue. The input was a sporting event on a simple noon/ evening setting with the sun blazing (Thank God!), loads of people (about.. say.. 30?), lots of flying of discs, balls and screams!!!!
But recreational Sunday is definitely one date to keep close watch on. The day where relationship was forge with intense perspiration with loads of bonding of course, not forgetting a couple of muscle pulls. :)
It took place NOT on a lush green field but on one simple stretch of basketball court, quite some venue I must say and we make do with it housing over more then 3 sparse teams of Frisbee, probably 2 games of basketball and 2 games of captain's ball. OH! There's even this in-genius way of playing frisbee with rules from rugby from Jorome , taking away the hard tackling and stuff.

Evening!
Was great great GREAT!
Actually I was seriously oblivion to the dinner date thing to come out as some "grand le chef" thing. I thought I took it as a dinner over movie, just like any other earlier Sundays as before, since it haven't really been that so for quite some weeks. Maybe the movie title eventually ran out.
INSTEAD! We had quite a load of cockles and 4 BIG crabs! Uncle Raymond (Choy's dad) even inspired me with the whole "run-through-the-anatomy-of-crab-in-3 minutes" session. But it takes quite some surgical hands (Fine! Butcher hands could apply), hefty of strength and lots of splatting. BUT! The ironic thing is I don't like them to be on the menu of my dinner YET I'm interested to "process" them.
However the turn-out to be of the cooking, the expression of "shiokness!" in-scripted all over Ezekiel's face rules it all! Classic!

Boo-hoo to the fact I spend the whole majority of the movie time in the kitchen. :(
The movie's "The invasion" anyway. No comment but lots of boom! Faint hearted STRONGLY encouraged :D

I had felt it some while moments not long ago and dismissed them as wavering thoughts and conveniently stockpiled them at the back of my mind.
Present, as you're reading this I've might be thinking over and over again what was to be done and what must be done.

It all spark off as an entry to Curtin Uni (Congrats Jono! Anyway...) as joyously presenting to me. I'm glad of course, after so much faith stretching exercises and tremendously great assurance in God's will for you. It's no one elses fault, definitely not you; guess it's just me for I was hunted by the factuality of the matter once again from the archive yard to my conscious present state.
I'm utterly lost... worried... afraid... ... and some what frustrated.
Frustrated I didn't put up a better fight and wasted 2 years in vanity.
Lost for I did not know the next step to better my journey in life.
Worried till the point of desperation and denying every single logical bits of pieces to reveal what was suppose to be.
Afraid. "For thy is your kingdom" pitting against the kingdom I want.

For I muster enough courage despite speculations from my own belief I'm on disadvantage to want to know the plan He has for me. Yet I cannot bring myself to "surrender" all hope and desire in Him, resistance to accept peace and brings myself into an endless fight... seemingly beating the air (for I know He is way greater than myself)
I want to know what was the plan.. or were the plans; for selfishness crept greediness. Wanting to place myself in a position to choose. Needless knowing the important to humble one self but stubborn to submit. Knowing that if the plan/ plans are to be reveal submission is definite, wanting to be able to hold it and made endless "appeals" till things goes my way.

It's not right
A voice whisper "peace shall bestow on you"...
It's issn't going to be bad.
But refuse to relent.
How hard it could gets.

Well, and I thought that "episode 1" for "things girls ain't know" hits off pretty well. So! I took the pain to research a little and finally came to what was called "just another piece of something". So.. yeap! Enjoy!
**Piss... It's rather "matured content". Bear with it ya?
1. We aren’t mind readers!
(And as for once again. Yes!)
2. We are not to be used as pawns in trying to make your girlfriends jealous.
(Simple rule. No one likes it anyway)
3. When you sleep over never boss man around in bed unless it is during sex.
(ermm... ermm... No experience and comment on that one)
4. Smoking is the biggest turn off.
(and the other way round too I believe)
5. It never hurts to work out.
(Girl + Sports wear = Nice :D)
6. If you don’t want to hear the truth, don’t ask the question.

7. “Fine” or “whatever” is not an appropriate ending to a conversation.
(we just would want more...)
8. If you want sex, just ask. (In case you didn’t already know.)
(NO! NO! NO! Guys ain't cheap YET AGAIN!)
9. Don’t expect guys to say as many sweet things as they do in the movies. (It takes a lot of guys and their wives to come up with those scripts).
(quite true. And we hate comparisons)
10. Only models are able to wear most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines.
(can you ever beat photoshop"ed" pictures?)
11. No guy will complain if he comes home and sees you in one of the following outfits: French Maid, School girl, bunny, or just plain naked.
(I'd say this author is damn horny. Oh! I don't prefer, but! I like to unwrap gifts myself, by the way :D )
12. You don’t need lingerie to look sexy before bed, short cotton shorts and a tank top are fine by us.
(In my view, I prefer that than the latter. Rmb? Unwrapping?)
13. Girls look good naked so stop worrying.
(on a mature thought, everyone looks good! In anyway I meant.)
14. Sharing your deepest feelings in no way guarantees reciprocity.

15. We are all kinky and willing to try anything that you may enjoy, just let us know.
(call it "creative" ok? And we don't do take-away)
16. Every so often no matter whether it is true or not remind us that we have the biggest penis you’ve ever dealt with.
(Alt msg: as much as you love men calling women "pretty". We love compliments too)
17. If were not getting love we’ll start looking…(haha…just kidding…psych…I’m dead serious)
(is that part of our instinct?)
18. The greatest thing ever is to watch a girl touch herself.
(NO! NO! NO! NO! NOOOOOO!!!!!!!)
19. Most of the time when man fantasize, it is about another person.
(Maturely, pls! We desire "human" of ANOTHER gender. and Yes! )
20. If you, the girl, make out with another girl we won’t consider it cheating. Actually we strongly promote this behavior.
(No so for me. Definitely! Hey! I'm TYPICAL ASIAN!)
21. Your hair is like 14 inches long, how are we supposed to notice a quarter inch missing.
(And that's for all the complaints of girl's haircut that looks perfectly fine)
22. You shouldn’t be flattered or grossed out if we get an erection when dancing with you. All we need is Friction.
(Correction! It's a natural, uncontrolled, unintentional response )
23. Porn…hmmm…Porn. Watching porn is like breathing it would just be wrong to ask us to stop.
(This is getting so wrong. Porn is not the only solution and NOT all the while we desire intercourse. A flashback in max. cap)
24. We masturbate, usually more when we are in a relationship, can’t explain it but it is just fact.
(Yikes! I don't agree! And I DON'T!)
25. Blue balls are not sporting equipment. Didn’t your parents teach you not to quit.
(I'd given up)
26. Giving head is never a bad idea.
(meaning... "b*o* *ob? It's bad!)
27. We are conservationists at heart, water is our biggest love, so shower with us.
(God creates "water" and "shower" for a reason. yay! AND I love showering alone. Thanks)
28. There are three acceptable ways to wake up: (1) You on top of us. (2) Getting head. (3) Some sort of breakfast.
(... ... ... ... outrageously no.)
29. Man don’t mind going to gay movies with you but don’t tell our friends.
(errrr.. in the light of "spending time for girl's interest" yes! We visit )
30. You can’t hold it against us if we cry after sports movies or “Old yeller.”
(WHY??!!)
31. “The game is on” is an acceptable excuse to avoid any serious conversation.
(Competitiveness? Oh ya! BRING IT ON!! :D )
32. Any harsh contact with the testicles should be assumed a serious injury but soft caresses are strongly encouraged.
(No individual likes pain... And animals love much stroking and patting. **in the way I love it but not THAT much into that part**)
33. You’re probably not as funny as you think.
(Think much a time is the other way round?)
34. Brad Pitt is probably a cool guy but if I hear one more girl say “he’s so hot” he may have to die.
("john tucker must die". Linked?)
35. Your period should be referred to as Blowjob week. (Influenced by a Maxim article)
(err... I'll say "Give and take, give and take")
36. Cooking makes a girl that much more attractive especially if she can use a grill.
(WHY?! Don't get it)
37. You can’t get mad if we refuse to hook up your “ugly friend” with one of our friends.
(why? You wanna start a WW IV?)
38. For every fart that slips out when you are around we successfully hold in about 15, enduring excruciating pain to do this.
(LOL! Image! Image!!)
39. If we want to take naked pictures of you, it is because we are proud and want to show you off to our friends.
(Love the idea lots, but not naked to me.)
40. The red light means the video camera is off.
(bull...)
41. A guy should be considered sensitive if he asks whether you want to do it with the lights on or off.
(I'll sub the "should" with "extremely")
42. Whip cream and chocolate syrup are not just condiments for ice cream also Altoids just don’t make your breath fresher.
(Creative ideas. Got to adapt to the slogan of "Carls Jr")
43. Nothing you will ever do will entitle you to operate the remote control. (Unless operating means handing it to us.)
(ahrrr.. total dominate is against my policy in life)
44. The only thing left to be said after sex is “goodnight.”
(maybe.. "Thanks" for a dessert and "WOW!" for a compliment? Not?)
45. Video games have helped us develop such finger skills that should only encourage us to play more often.
(err... Sexually yes. Morally no!)
46. Critiquing our driving is only second to critiquing our love making.
(guys do love to perform sometimes? I'm peaceful with the "total domineering" act)
47. Guys nights out are sacred events. If we answer questions we could be castrated.
(Haha! Only applied for the night out b4 marriage. YES!)
48. If you ask us to go shopping you have to at least entertain the idea of having sex in a changing room.
(Not for me... Not for me)
49. The jeans don’t make your ass look fat. Your fat ass makes your ass look fat.
(err... In the grammatical way. Yes. Logical.)
50. 99.5% of the time we didn’t mean to hurt you.
(Not that way.. right?)


Created by The Owners of Club 429
Commented by The Owner of this Blog.

If you're disgusted by these "factual" contributions, trust me! You're not alone.
But rather! I take it the matual way ya? It's the course of life anyway and we ought to deal with it sometimes. :)
Just... some-many-times~

A realistic count. 278th posts presently so far!
Blog started? Way some years ago! Splendid!

Think typing www.blogger.com sometimes can be such pain. Given the fact how much I detest updating this pathetic blog of mine with entries that could possibly took me half the amount of time used in MSN conversations.
But anyway here's an update already. so STOP ranting! You ppl who kept musing here and there for updates! Haha. (Not trying to drive anyone away though!!)

Now now... '08 been a pleasant surprise given the statistic.
- Great prospect in NS; SCDF. Allowed me to "govern" certain sectors (really need that given my AD/ADHD genetic infused)
- 1st Tier leadership role in Xxon youth
- Was informed I could finally play for service!!!
- Praiseland ministry; bringing that kid out of me. (Alot of ppl mentioned I behave more like a "father" than a "brother")
- Catching up with age! Of course! Why not?
- Safe and sound all day long
- NDP '08 participant for marching

Generally Chinese has a "12 days" cooldown period for any major event/ festivals. So I'm not a tact late ok?

'09? Should be much better since it's the year of redemption for me anyhow. (ORD LO!) and counting down never felt so good before!
Having part with my beloved pink IC for that long (And it was just a week old when I surrendered it) apart from the time I once lose it.
Great thing should be in expectant I believe. The future? I'm nearing the quarter of a century in age, what's more expectant than that? Ha!