Once again I took a step to the side and rest in the shade.

"Why is it? Having 2 individuals, one's a commoner and another's an achiever.

Normalcy seems so humble and 'inter-relational' friendly?"

I don't want to lose the habit of knowing and practicing 'humility', 'grace' and 'respect'.

Well..

If those from P.R.C can be that SUPER good in maths

why not me?

Me chinese :D

I've never...

1. Hear a baby scream out of pitch

2. Hear hoarse voice after they screamed

3. Hear a baby scream that doesn't sound like a rocket take-off

Amazing. I wonder how they do that.

f-1(x) NOT EQUALS 1/f(x)

as compared

f(g) IS NOT f x(g)

which literally

n-1 = n1/2

Oh well.. I need to revise my maths now.

And I do realised that Yishun, Singapore is getting more and more akin China's Town

(Not that I don't like them, not that.)

But even my buddy A.K.A nehneh is foreigner what! (India-raised) ;)

Consider this..

Wouldn't it be nice to have a company that deals with "fool-proofing" your services and products.

Like for example:

"I woulds like to have a new bank automated service!"

"OK! We will test out all the different ways not to use that services!"

Maybe I'll own one of such company :)

Back to school!

To many, a dread.

To many, a hassle.

To many, a joy.

I like to think it's a once in a life time PUNCH on the 'RESTART!" button.

And someone said:

"when im someone else... when im not myself"

or

"Someone else's roof is another's floor"

or

"To be is the same as not to be, not to be"

What's with metaphor?

If I would have an autobiography. Wouldn't that be cool?

Or maybe it seems as if I'm numbering my days already.

Yikes!

Big events alway seems to be busted from issues such as time management, Qs(No.1 killer), ticketing and manpower.

Sometimes it is really frustrating to be caught in a traffic jam, long Qs for food, "Hello kitty" redemptions.. blah blah blah. But can't we local.. wait? Is waiting such an agony? We will compensate youth into it? It seems like there is always this saying : "people these days want things in an instant." But did people also look into "people nowadays complaint INSTANTLY."? Been to the PSLE Congress for the past 2 days had really leave both touching and saddening moments. Touching that there are definitely kind souls that are willing to understand things, some downs... you know what I'm gonna say.

But of course this is just a minor small issue and not that much worthy of a saying, many cases are happening sporadically somehow, somewhere anyway. Well dig into an ant hill when you can cross it over?

Let begone, begone. Pointless.

Anyhow, I miss "her" ALOT!

She even sent a total of 5 letters from the other half of the globe. THANKS!

- I thought bridging maths will be a daily affair, little known that it's only on every Tues and Thurs with occasional sprinkling of Fri in between every other week. Shacks 1

- Format for UOL module "Maths 1" had CHANGED! NO FORMULAS PROVIDED! Shacks 2

- Gonna miss day(s) of classes because of RESERVICE! Shacks 3 (I can't defer now since it's pretty last min since I've NOT gotten concrete proof as a student) (ps. Private student had pretty hard a time to defer anyway)

- The old man seems hard up on getting a new computer Shacks 4

But I'm still very determine to score for 100%.

Needa get my school bag, notes to print out, matriculation, payment.. blah blah blah!

Recent crave:

- GTA: Chinatown War (PSP)

- Kingdom Hearts : Birth By Sleep (PSP)

- Monster Hunter 3 (Some other consoles)

And a whole lota movies...

PS3 or Xbox 360 are gladly welcome on the list. But I prefer not to own them :P

Feeling a little just great.

Anyhow, tendered my resignation to AK and will be throwing in the towels as of effect from Monday onwards. (Got to spend a little time doing crazy things and spend a little wealth here and there.)

Although the officially there is still one more public program to handle but it will be only at RP (which is a short distance away), EASY (because I need not do MUCH actually, just walk around like a prowling dog) and LIGHT! (NO MORE NEED OF A SET!)

But it will be kinda unbearable just a little to know that I will be back to square one and my course is starting real soon.

Nevertheless, I need to pull through!

OH! And lesser days with Macky now. I'm going to actually NOT use a mac anymore :(

(you people don't see the change anyway)

But I shall start laying down plans to con that old man in my house for a MacBook Pro soon. Muwhahahahaha!

I'm not going to strive for commodity. I'm striving for 100%, top 1 in bridging maths class.

LIKE DOG!

:)

Even if it's weekends, it's still so... dread. Not that dot is not around or sort. But it's just that reciprocate feeling of nothing to look forward to. Face it, it's literally NOTHING to do. Sometime I just hate it when it comes to Sunday. (Not that there issn't anyone else, do had some wonderful friends).

Kinda on wits end trying to break out of the cycle and change it. I just need to figure out "how" and "what's" that "something" was.

Hate how its like to have no one around. Not to refute the many that was to come and say "why?! Still got me what!"

But I don't mean THAT around. Just pretty lonely on this path to God knows where. Just.. no one is going through the same thing as I do.

I figure out when school starts, I will probably be hanging out more with my school friends than church people... Like real lot. At least the other end are in the same league... at least they are on the same level... at least they consider 'you' a human being.

Stupidly..

Monday: Training back in office for some shit new system that I'm not going to be using anyway.

Wed - Fri: Down to RP from 8am - 10pm for some PSLE public event. Shit hole!

Darn! Why so emotional?!

Kinda hop on a ride from him since he could claim taxi back from the office to Bishan. Along the way he told me that J8 could have some nice deal since there's a GSS thing going on. So.. "why not just walk around?"

Since I'm a tad bored.

Then...

Little known, I "spree-ed" and end up having almost $200 worth of merchandises. No wonder people said, "shopping can cure all sickness". Provided One could actually walk and run.

And such small place like J8 and limited shop, I spent that much. So what would I do if I go to Thailand's Platunum or Chaduchak?

Anyhow, I feel satisfied :)