Even if it's weekends, it's still so... dread. Not that dot is not around or sort. But it's just that reciprocate feeling of nothing to look forward to. Face it, it's literally NOTHING to do. Sometime I just hate it when it comes to Sunday. (Not that there issn't anyone else, do had some wonderful friends).
Kinda on wits end trying to break out of the cycle and change it. I just need to figure out "how" and "what's" that "something" was.
Hate how its like to have no one around. Not to refute the many that was to come and say "why?! Still got me what!"
But I don't mean THAT around. Just pretty lonely on this path to God knows where. Just.. no one is going through the same thing as I do.
I figure out when school starts, I will probably be hanging out more with my school friends than church people... Like real lot. At least the other end are in the same league... at least they are on the same level... at least they consider 'you' a human being.
Stupidly..
Monday: Training back in office for some shit new system that I'm not going to be using anyway.
Wed - Fri: Down to RP from 8am - 10pm for some PSLE public event. Shit hole!
Darn! Why so emotional?!
