Man~!! Dead beat to the core. Great service ahead on the evidence for God's existance and also great "fellowship" in LJS. Kinda bore because from the 11am to the 1opm slot was basically like doing nothing man. Played a few games at the arcade in yishun 10 with jos, joel, J leong and collin. Than the gang in LJS back than was playing some number games and the loser who accidentally got that number will have fries with "cheese + chilli + some other stuff". Creative way to kick up some fun ya? Good programme ahead for this month and this is the first time i'm feeling that i know what is ahead of me and knowing what is going to happen. Trust me!! I never knew what i was doing so clearly until than. Haha!
3rd May --> Freshman Party (CCC RP)
9th May --> Games for MIG(Mentoring camp)
23rd May --> Worship workshop
No camp and mission trip for me. BoO~ Was recalling how wan ting actually got God's belssing form the ppl around her as she manage to rise more than enough cash for her mission trip to phillipines! Great ya?! God is good. **Praise God** His faithfulness was really over whelming and un-believable as He move around His people. Well, this is like the second time i didn't trust God will provide. Firstly i miss one golden opportunity to go Mongolia as i was looking at the "agent" handbook, i was like looking at the "$2500". At first i was thinking i have to fork out through months ans months of scarping and dieting. Only to know that there is an option to "raise" from churches and sponsers. Nice ehr? Second golden chance from God! I was really on the verge to go for the Xxon mission trip but the fact that victor told me "Our church don't praticse fund raising" hold me back. Only to know that through Ben liang, he told me that the money can actually be fork out if i tell pastor Raymond about that. Wei yi manage to go to the youth camp as he put his trust in God. AhRRRrR!!! So painful! I'm guilty for not trusting God!! And the prompting was really heavy as in my mind there will constanly a reminder of "Go! Therefor..." and "Here am I, Send me!" It hurts man! =(
Well, guess there will always have a chance ya? NExt year! Sure go for CCC mission trip! PROMISE!!!!!!!! Ok. Would like to share about a though that came through my mind as i was walking home from gym.
"We human lives on Earth is through grace and mercy of God. Why? Simply because in the first creation of the world. Adam and Eve sin against God. The fact that human are suppose to be born with a $100 credit to enter to heaven. But in greed, the serpent took that credit away instanly when Eve decided to listen to the serpent and Adam when he decided to take that bite. God is deeply disappointed and above all, He closes the Gate of Heaven and sent upon punishment to Man having to labour for a living all his life, woman with labour pain and responsibilities to give birth to children and abiding to man. And the serpent, gliding on it's belly all day long and having dirt in it's face. But mercy God gave a pair of googles to all serpent to prevent dirt from getting into their eyes. But what does Man get?
Full of grace and mercy. Almighty God send His son Jesus Christ on a mission to the Earth He created to pass this $100 voucher to us. The condition of this voucher is very simple. Trust and have faith in the name of the Lord. But in the very nature of man, they still believe that they need to see physical cash in order to believe. So, Man started to lose out to the chance to Eternal life with God. Man even pin Jesus Christ, His Son, on a cross. All these didn't discourge God at all! With mercy again, He continue to set stars and Sun in their rightful place, sufficient food to mantain the growing population and talent to help the aging population. But Man didn't realise that, God had long elimainate the condition to Heaven. The condiditon of having $100 to enter Heaven gate.
Brothers and Sisters! This $100 on Earth is great. Man strive for $100 after $100 all their life. But they never know that the $100 on Earth is not $100 in Heaven. Why? Because everything we do in the name of our Lord, the gracious God had already accept our entry and ever still!! Add in more credit in Heaven waiting for us to claim one day when we return Home saying "Well done faithful servant!" Because God wants us to know that, it never cost a cent in Heaven than on Earth... Because in Heaven, nothing cost."
This is what God had revealed to me. Hope this story will truly inspired you people. Be it to be seen or un-notice, i place my trust and faith in God that He will provide =)