Yes! I have officially recieved my comfirmation for my presentation this thurs (1st Feb 2007) @ 1145 hours. Now this is a time where I will be put to test with the knowledge of programming, implmentation and also my creativity on the "eBay" that I've created with my 3 man- teammates.
Through this process... I believe that I have come to learn alot more about myself.. about the the nature of my job scope next time and even a hint on how it is like working in the society next time. This moment gave me a mix feeling as I am still thinking what should I do upon graduation and going into the army for 1 year and 8 months. (Oh yes! A year and 8 months because I've passed my NAPFA ^^ )
And that although I know generally what to do after that, I still struggling what is the "exact" direction I need to go to before probing further on. That's something about me man! I just can't obey easily... and that makes me one very big obstacles myself from being better for God. Now that graduation is 3 weeks and that this run is going to end soon enough and than... Free...
Alot of things are ging through my mind right now as there are little or no much trouble with determining to move on to further education or not~ But one thing I know is that I will NOT be going to the U. Haha... Not that "material" to fit in.
Oh well... Just have to take a step one by one and to serouly be still and submitting everything into His hands man... My future and His hopes on me. Oh well! The feeling now is quite hard for me to bear.. but i have to press on for a better future ya?! Pressure brings preserverance. ^^