Got back from driving and "boy"! I'm shagged! For the first time I felt the tiredness coming onto me after driving. Thank God I didn't book for the 3.20 slot that is back to back for the 1.05 slot. I had a lady instructor just now and it didn't take me long to reach this conclusion.
Never ever! Get a lady instructor...
For just 2 lessons, it never fail to drain all my enthusiasm and enegry for driving. It's pretty fine for a slow lesson but NOT a naggy one.
Man! Woman sure can talk.
Throughout the lesson, she never fail to slot herself into every single little tiny-winny thing I do. Even no brain-er stuff... boy! She sure is "particular" about everything. I think I should like just side on the other side and just wtach and listen since she likes to start her sentence with "look" and "listen"
And one very big problem, she loves to fight with me over the steering wheel even when the car is travelling STRAIGHT! And steps on the brake making me restarting the engine like 1,000,000,000,000,000,000 times!
Like.. HEY! I'm a grown-up for God's sake and I have perfect hands, feets and eyes to judge and do by myself. And ya.. I have brain too! Not like I could think on my own and react. It's not even like I didn't know what to do.
I'm like fuming and tired half-way through the lesson.
I think I'll go bersek and... errmm... pluck off every single hair on her leg when she nags again.
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Unfortunate event keep happening throughout the whole week. Like... I received my junior yesterday and they're great. But I think the higher authority should like shred their degrees and probably start reading "How to think properly for dummies and dim-witted" or Pre-school text book. They burn their brain with too many meetings or what? 2 new fresh faces?! To replace the 6 that have pass out from service. Simple "demand and supply" logic man!
On top of that..
I realise I have tons of "scars" behind my back and I think I'll be a porcupine soon enough. Just that I have knives or blades for spikes.
Being nice is simply the hardest thing especially you're dealing with degenerated brains with IQ and EQ of the other end of the chart. Look at me, I have dart board for a face?
It's simply unfair man! I suffer for the pinch of guilt when I choose to retaliate those who hurt me and the wrath for taking up blames that don't even belong to me.
I have to face the cursing and swearing that is poisonous enough to kill a viper with a smile...
Speak gracefully and carefully of every word and making sure the words don't kill them (Which I very much wanted to kill them with) with tsunamis of anger trying to erupt within me.
Jesus; how to be gentle like Him? How to love the "Judas" in my life?