As I look back into the archive. I was reminded of the first time I ever own this blog... Now that I really see a change in me. I meant... I am convinced.. myself that I have indeed change drastically from I first become aware of myself till now.
I also remember that I use to always like to tell myself... "Hey! Something happened to me! I'm a new person now!" and also like to constantly hearing people say "Hey! You've change!". Such itchy ear right? As I look back (I think I have said that tons of times), I withness the langauge that I once used... The typo erros.. The lingos.. The style and presentation... The fonts and ideas behind it. No doubt one thing is always the same... It's always about myself.
Well... Constanly looking out for my "changes" might seems to be a tiring process... And that being able to see a difference in myself is something that I never thought I would come across. Amazed by what He had done, I do see a "newer" Simon than before... A kid that once was angry, abandon in his own world, self-pity, prideful, rebellious, attention seeking and ruin child. Now the Simon that appears before me seems so much refine now... Not that I wanted to boast myself of it.. But was really what He have done in me through my life and what He has allow me to withness.
No longer I flare up easily...
No longer I speak of words that is harse and self-centered...
No longer am I "burden" by the forms of this World...
No longer I seek what I want...
No longer I live a life that is according to people of the World, but by God's will and His people...
And no longer I am away from Him...
Are you in Him yet?