Yesh! Here to update alittle on the second post for the month. WOW! Now that I am on the verge of getting my wireless router... So I will PROMISE to update everyday (As far as i could la) when I have an active connection... Cause dial-up is killing me and I serious need more bandwidth!!!!
Ok.. Moving along. I thought I came across this book that is given to me from Sister Irene years ago titled "Finding everlasting love - Dick Purnell". Finally I pick it up and read a few pages of it.. And wow! It strikes me so so so hard! You see... I have an issue on liking people easily all the time ever since years ago (hmm... maybe 5 years?) and that is seriously something not to be reckon with... Why? Cause it causes me to lose focus on God! And what's more most of the time when I relfect on why I need a girl... The reason seems to point towards "having the bad intention".
"make every effort to create a lasting friendship; a friendship that is build to last. This way you will be assure that what ever wave that shall hit upon both of you, you will held on to the right ways.... ... ... Now i'm glad i married my best friend... ... ... ... a soul-mate that is relief of all burden and hindrance from superficial secret between one another" - Dick Purnell
Wow! Just what I need... I think I need to commit myself to learn more about that since I am so vulnerable in this issue of BGR. God pls strenghten me!!!!!
Focusing on God and sticking to God's routine... "God, Mission, Mate". And I think He wants me to focus on "God" pharse where I really need to understand Him and have a healthy relationship with Him first. Oh well... Bye to all my many crushes here and there... (Good! Thank God for the moulding opportunity ^^ )
Came across this song "Chasing - Desperation Band" where there's a verse
"Everytime I walk away,
You are here waiting.
Even when I turn my back,
You are still here staying.
You love me"
Need to find the strength to say from the depth of my heart
"I will never stop chasing You
I will never stop running after You"
And be sure that
"You are all I want forever"
Now on the quest and armed with determination, I do hope all Brothers and Sisters out there will pray for me as I see His glory by taking one more step into His calling.
"I am free to run
I am free to dance
I am free to live for You
I am free..."
Here's something from the band... I love it alot.. It says..
"... You are made to be here, because we are all chosen by the Lord to join one purpose. A life completely sold out to Christ... Completely abandon to Him"
Heres one of my all time fav song..
" In Christ Alone - Brain Littrell" (Lead singer of Backstreet boys)
In Christ alone will I glory
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand
Though I could pride myself in battles won
For I’ve been blessed beyond measure
And by His strength alone I’ll overcome
Oh, I could stop and count successes like diamonds in my hands
But those trophies could not equal to the grace by which I stand
[chorus]
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every vic - tory
Let it be said of me My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord
" Believe in you dream like it's forever, live everyday like it is your last "
In Christ alone
I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every vic - tory
Let it be said of me My source of strength
My source of hope
Is Christ alone
In Christ alone do I glory
For only by His grace I am redeemed
And only His tender mercy
Could reach beyond my weakness to my need
And now I seek no greater honor in just to know Him more
And to count my gains but losses to the glory of my Lord
" Believe in you dream like it's forever, live everyday like it is your last "
