Today mark the count down to my NS; blue-ish emo; Whinny; sick; boring life 5 days down the road.
Just got back from a play; more of a hybrid of drama and some cultural skit with zest of rebellion to art. Was pretty heavy-hearted when I was there as I couldn't help but be reminded that NS life is drawing and what I'm doing now is to say "good-byes" to everyone in-one-way or another kin to me. Well... No time for emo of course! And I must enjoy everything that the Lord have instituted for me, and no doubt I did had a great time!
And the gang decided to "surprise" me with an "farewell civilian" bash for me right after the photo-taking with corny (one of the cast) (And he was seriously good! Supered) and took one corner of the amphitheatre area. (SP then was super big and pretty man! Some kinda night market street filled with vibe) Was literally speechless (Althought I did tried to say alot of gibbish to cover my inner most sense of insensitivity of that time) and knocked off my feet! But I must confess... I sorta knew what to expect... :)
KEVIN SEE! You're really bad @ making the turnout to be so secretive la! And I did sort of expect what was going on.. But really many thanks for the effort!
Not forgetting some other rest of the "committee" in one way or another made it possible... I really cannot express much man.. I'm limited right now.
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Was back here @ home and saw the daily bread and one part of it says:
"In life, pain often functions like cracked lenses. It create within us a conflict between what we experience and what we believe.... we need our God to provide us with new lenses... that clarity of sight usually begins when we turn our eyes upon the Lord."
With which I thought I'm experiencing the "pain" of leaving many sachos and sachees behind by the depriving nature of NS. Was very sad over that matter. And whats more I could only spend that little time with them...
"I know I must not tears...
Because with every tears shed, it erode away that joy you had pinned upon me...
Your wish was that I'll be happy...
And I know my sadness would only bring un-easiness to your blessings
I will not fall.. But gladly walk this path...
Carrying every desire, hopes and blessing with me and face every tomorrow with a smile"
-Radicik Foxin
A simple write-up for everyone who cares... loves.. worried and prayed for me... You people are my Angels and I will never forget you.
Much Loves...