Yeap! Really want to start off with many thanks to the mission team for the gifts and organizing all sort of "farewell" bash for me! Sachos and Sachees in church.. YCCA community for the blessing and prayer! Many crusaders out there who are my prayer Espadas (Exclusive name for these wonderful group of supporters)... Bro and sis in Christ from various poly also!
THANKS!!!
Ya.. couldn't find anything much more to say @ this hour as I'm preparing for NS...
My Testimony:
Though I always thought that I'm not significant anywhere and of course, not that valued in the eye of many friends/ peers around me and not even the slightest fact that my existence was much noticed. Due to the fact that I grew up in an environment that "attention" speaks louder then "actions" and that everyone was "graded" by the amount of influence that person could get... and getting to higher "grade" literally means anything @ any expenses of like.. telling lies to improve one's self worth, making people respect you, looking cool in front of younger people and make them look up to you and more... And I must admit I do seek approval from peers back then... even the fact that I am from ACS; one of a prestigious school to be.
All air up and nose stuck high in the air, the fact that everyone in ACS were big shots seems to "moderate" what seems to be of high achievement to neighbourhood school... Theres a longing and demand for greater attention.
As the saying goes "the higher you climb, the greater you fall" which literal applies to this situation whereby causing me to be in extreme self denial, lost of self-worth and esteem. I lose the fight to even announce myself to be equal as to normal people.
But God never stop telling me that " SIMON!!! What matters more is how I SEE YOU!! " and that often time I blind myself to facts like "look.. A is so much better then you!" stuff like that... and finding my self worth in all things except God.
Then recently... I find that.. I am much... loved~
And that I do have many people who truly cares for me.. as in.. FOR REAL!!! DEEP FROM THE HEART!!!
That truly shattered the "wall" that I had put up to prevent myself from getting hurt again.
" Awkun "
Alright... lose the sad thing now!! Some sharing then...
oppss.. Tilt your head a lil and you can find my parents in their young days!!!! So sweet...
And also my daddy with the grandfather that I have never ever seen before... Not even when I was shortly born.
The Lim (Why am I "Lin" then???) Clan
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And OH MY! My mummy is SO pretty!! And my daddy is so HANSOME!!!! Oh man!! Great match!
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The Wedding!
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And shortly after which my brother came into this World! And that fine lady was my maternal grandma!!! The malaysian side of the family ^^
And me of course!!! SO CUTE!! I LOVE MYSELF!!! IS IT REALLY ME??!!!
Pls do tell me your view.. hehe.. But that was the real me! No doubt!
Cute right?! So chubby and... CUTIE!!!!!
And this is one family potrait that seriously move me to tears whenever I look @ it. Imagine the many years my parents strived to being my brother and me up!
Growth-up !!
I do learn how to grab attention @ such a young age~ genius!
aWwWw...
Yes yes yes! I know.. many of you will ask "what happen to you now!" **sacarstic** But seriously I know that I was cute when I'm younger... But hey! I look more manly.. mature.. and GOOD LOOKING~ OK??!!! haha...
See you guys when I book out soon....
BYE!
